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Answer for question 4550.

Nov. 15th, 2015 | 10:58 pm

Do you consider yourself a religious person? If so, which religion do you affiliate with? If not, why not? Do you consider being "religious" different from believing in a higher power?
I consider myself religious, but in a rather unorthodox sense. I would like to address myself as something as an 'unorthodox Christian'. I do believe in a 'God' or a higher force, but I do not believe such a force exists among us to do good. I do not believe in the law of the Church, in fact, I find the Church to be a ridiculously manipulative source scourging for money and power.

Look at mankind. Look at the world. We destroy both, and no force is there to assists us. Instead, many operations relate religion to violence and war, the eradication of certain followings and societies; we can not call that which drives these operations 'good'.

If we look back, God has murdered, plagued, and flooded His way across the earth, and why? To wipe out mankind. If there is any sign of His existence, it is found in His absence.

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Jul. 20th, 2013 | 02:32 pm

- All payments done via Paypal. (unless you're from the Netherlands, then it'll be done with a simple bank transaction)
- Shipping is from the Netherlands. (Europe)
- Fragile items will be shipped in a special bubblewarp envelope.
- I ship worldwide.
- Prices are all open, everything is negotiable, please bid!
- Buyer pays shipping price. (t.b. estimated)
- If you buy in the same currency as I sell my items for, please pay notice to the 'friends and family' option in Paypal, this saves you from Paypal fees!
- Posters will be shipped in a special tube. (quite expensive, it's your choice if you want me to neatly fold them if you want to avoid extra shipping costs)
- I'm not responsible for any lost or damaged items after payment once they have been shipped out.

For sale:

  • 凛 -the end of corruption world- - VALUE EXCLAIM (sealed, brand new) €20

  • 凛 -the end of corruption world- - The Psalms and Lamentations, type A (sealed, brand new) €15

  • 凛 -the end of corruption world- - As if forever exists, type C (sealed, brand new) €10

  • Phantasmagoria - Actuality, type A (sealed, brand new) €15

  • KISAKI PROJECT feat.砂月 (Satsuki) - 壊詞~an ideal of beauty Desperate~ (sealed, brand new) €15

  • KISAKI PROJECT feat. 宮脇渉, 樹威, and 戮 (Wataru Miyawaki, Jui and Riku) - Shinki ~Graduation&Departure~ (sealed, brand new) €10

  • Crazy☆shampoo - 1☆Scream €8

  • Lustknot. - Angelus €8

  • BLOOD - Unseen the NEW WORLD (signed by all members; Dora, Hayato, Kiwamu, Kazuha) €10

  • PIECElang - YeeeeeeeeeLL⇒ (without obi, it was ruined when I received it) €5

  • 12012 - Shin ~deep~ (sealed, brand new) €10

  • Megaromania - Quintessence Voyage, type B (sealed, brand new) €10

  • CindyKate - Dekotora no Hoshi, type C (sealed, brand new) €10

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Small J-rock sale. (cd's, posters, cheki)

Jun. 4th, 2013 | 05:48 pm
music: X JAPAN - Rusty Nail

Hello there. Recently I've been having money problems (sort-of, or basically I just want to save for an XBOX One) so I'm going to put up some merchandise some of you might be interested in.

- All payments done via paypal.
- Shipping is from the Netherlands. (Europe)
- I ship worldwide.
- Prices are negotiable.
- Buyer pays shipping price. (t.b. estimated)
- Posters will probably come folded in an envelope if I can't find special tubes around here.
- I'm not responsible for any lost items after payment once they have been deposited in the mailbox.

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Apr. 13th, 2012 | 08:21 pm

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May. 5th, 2010 | 06:18 pm
mood: alone
music: Cat!Cow!MilkyWay! - A.W.O.L.

I wasn't even ready to say goodbye,
It seemed like that kiss lasted forever
But didn't last long enough,
You are the hope that resides in me

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stolen poem

May. 4th, 2010 | 03:05 am
mood: energeticenergetic

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm gonna fuck you with a rake.

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Apr. 25th, 2010 | 10:16 pm
mood: satisfiedsatisfied

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jeffree star.

Apr. 25th, 2010 | 09:49 pm
mood: nerdy

Today I ordered tickets for the second Jeffree Star show in 2 months.

The show is on May 3rd, which is actually my birthday, so I hope it'll be a blast!

I have to travel quite a long distance by train tho, but he's totally worth it.

The first show I attended was on April 19th, in Amsterdam.

The train ride wasn't so long luckily, only about 50 minutes and we were there.

My good friend Iris kept me company.

When the doors opened at approximately 19:15, we got in and hung up our coats and entered the building. It wasn't really big, but assuming to the crowd it didn't have to be any bigger because it wasn't totally packed.

We were standing there with some friends we recently made in the line, almost at the front.

Some music started playing and some really annoying chick kept bumping into me and she didn't even seem to notice it because she was already wasted. There was also some fat chick puking all over the place because she was tripping badly, so the whole building smelled of puke, which was utterly disgusting. People kept spraying deodorant and hairspray, it was hard to breathe in there lol. If you had lit a match the whole place would've burned.

So, the first band started playing then. They're called Darker and they make electro music. The band consists of the duo Darker and Evil, a man and a woman. They weren't really exciting because the crowd was totally dead and everybody just waited for Jeffree. Some people were actually shouting and booing inbetween songs (including myself lol).

So when they finally left the stage the UK band Synthetic Season had their set.

They surprised me, it was also a duo, a singer and a guitarist who had a backup laptop for the music. They put off a really cool show and the crowd went nuts! They reminded me of Breathe Carolina, which is a good thing.

So they played their set, and the stage was empty. This was it, the moment we've been all waiting for (except for some brokeNCYDE bitches). Jeffree fucking Star. The intro started and he came up on stage and everybody went insane. They quickly went into Get Away With Murder and I was totally going crazy, screaming out my lungs and singing word for word and jumping and bouncing my ass off. It was totally insane. Jeffree accidentally hit his microphone to something which was kinda funny.


They played some more songs and all out of suddenly Philip crashed his guitar into something and some pieces actually broke off of it. He was like WTF just happened. He's really cute haha and the former singer of the sleaze rock band Steadlür which are pretty cool.

After the technical issues were restored the band went on. Jeffree went insane and amused the crowd with some accidential sexiness and spreading open his legs while laying on the stage. The crowd went insane haha.

When they played So Fierce I went totally nuts, it's my favorite song not off the album Beauty Killer and the vibe to it just gives me adrenaline up the ass.

There were some bitches trying to create a moshpit during the show. Come on, you guys were drunk and completely annoying towards other people. So I just pushed them away and pushed myself to the front.

When they started Prisoner I knew it was the end. The show was crazy and I loved every short second of it. Philip announced they were going to do signing and meeting with the fans afterwards, so Iris and myself just went to the merchandise stand where we bought T-shirts and talked to some people.

Philip walked in and after some other fans took pictures with him I approached him myself. I asked for a picture and he was really nice and acting lame which was kinda funny. He asked us our names and we kept chatting for a while. He's a really nice and down to earth person which is great.

At a sudden moment a girl walked back into the building, and she dropped her T-shirt and nobody saw it, but some chick walked towards it and just stuffed it in her bag. Then the girl to whom the T-shirt really belonged came up to me because I was wearing the same shirt and I just showed her the bitch who took it. The bitch went insane and kept saying she didn't took it. But she stuffed it into her friends bag and the girl just ripped open the bag lol. She thanked and hugged me afterwards and that was nice, Esther actually did a good job yay!

Suddenly some girl started screaming. Apparently Jeffree walked into the merchandise hall and everybody started screaming and ran towards the merch stand. There was a lot of pushing and such but I just kept telling everyone he's just a person and he has time enough for everyone. Everybody just kept bitching and stuff. At a certain moment a security guard asked everyone to form a line, and he set up some bars and I was in the middle of the line. Jeffree was at the right side at first, the whole process was doing OK till the guard suddenly stopped the shit and moved Jeffree to the left. Everybody started whining and complaining, but I just got closer to him which was funny.

So when we got to the front I asked Jeffree to sign my T-shirt and asked for a picture. He was really nice and down to earth, something I didn't expect from him, but it was really awesome. His hands are soft and he smells like candy haha, what else did you expect.

I got a picture and didn't really chat to him because of the huge crowd and impatient people. So we just walked out of there and went to the bathroom. There were some girls over there who were totally acting insane and kept screaming: "OH MY GAWDD I TOUCHED JEFFREE STAAAWRRR!!". Come on girls, he's not a straight guy and he will NOT fuck with you.

After the bathroom we went outside, and walked towards tram. We went the wrong way first because Iris wouldn't listen to me.

So after we fixed that problem we went the right way to Amsterdam Central. In the tram I chatted up some girls who won the meet&greet with the bands. They were really nice, but Iris didn't like them for some reason.

So, after a train ride back to Heerhugowaard, I totally lost Iris for some reason when we got to our bikes, so I was like WTF lol.

I rode home, and went to my computer to upload the pictures and videos to Facebook and Myspace, and after that I went to sleep, it was already 02:30 so I was pretty tired, and that for a Monday night.

We totally missed out brokeNCYDE, but Jeffree was worth it.


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pleased to meet you..

Apr. 10th, 2010 | 11:21 pm


what a nice idea it would be
to spill your guts all over me
to cut and sew and poke around
to adjust salt into your wound

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